Friday, April 25, 2008

My Letter to you all...


Dear Friends… How are you?


I hope life treats you wonderfully fine
I am doing fine here
I am feeling grateful


Grateful as I feel that life is pouring me never ending learning water from its precious bucket
Learning from my mistakes, my stupidity, my ego, my confusion, my limitation…
Learning from others' wisdom

Realizing how I am still far away from knowing much about life…
Understanding myself bit by bit, seeing my faces in others

Solemnly looking down… knowing that I am no one… and everyone at the same time…

Dear friends…
How are you?
I wish you all the very best in your own journey
Wishing you are as grateful as I am
And hoping so much that Life treats you as good as it is treating me

For those heading somewhere to other part of the world starting their own journey; physical, emotional and spiritual journeys…
I wish you all my sincere hope of great experiences
Experiences that will lead you to knowing your own selves

For those welcoming their new days in new atmosphere
I wish you joy and enthusiasm
Welcome the unknown with a blasting happy heart

And at last for everybody
I wish you all an exciting heart in living your life
In writing your own story of life
Making the best of your time in this life

It is my honor to have you all in this life time…
May god be with you all…

Go travel your life…

With all the love I have,
Kiki

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

The Nicest Morning

It was just 2.23 am when I woke up suddenly. No reason… Just a sudden woke up. I was checking the time on my HP and replying one nice message I received :)


I tried to go back to sleep. It was a hard effort, really… I just don’t feel sleepy at all. I guess it was because of two cups of coffee I had at the day time. I start to get so nervous. Nervous because I know I’m so bad with getting less sleep time. I know I’ll turn into zombie for the rest of the day with 2 round black circle under my eyes. Getting all dizzy. And my brain will simply stop working. The more nervous I get, the harder for me to go back to sleep.

So I decided to made myself a nice hot chocolate and tried to read some last pages of ‘Catching in the rye’. It was maybe after around 10 nice pages that I decided to make my final attempt to go back to sleep.

Well.. I failed.. Haha and suddenly heard the birds chirping. It was around 5.30am. So I opened my window and felt the nicest city atmosphere here.
Well.. the city is always nice, especially at night with all the beautiful lights on. But it was something else, it’s not only about the view, it’s about the whole combination of everything that morning.

Buildings with its Blue-white sky colors background. The sun was still peeking and adding a slight orange color to the sky. The lights around the city and along the Love River are still on. The streets are empty; I can see the whole roads clearly, without cars and scooters covering them. And here comes the best parts that complete it all. The early morning breeze combined with the beautiful birds chirping orchestra filled the air. God... it was beautiful and peaceful...




That was Love...

I decided to have an early breakfast as I saw that the nearby breakfast store has opened. It was the nicest walk I had to the breakfast store.
I treat myself warm milk and fish dan-ping. That’s quite a heavy one. I might turn into zombie soon, but at least a healthy and happy one :)

Now I have all the reason to wake up early everyday,, To feel the Love all over again :)

Love,
Kiki