I went to hospital last night with my mom. And when we were waiting for the doctor, I can’t help but give my attention to this young boy in front of me.
I guess he was waiting also, with his parents. During all the waiting, he, maybe just like any other kid, was pretty much busy with his own world.
First act was, maybe I guess he thinks that he’s a spy or maybe army. He found a small book that he could fold and use it as a telescope or spyglass, I don’t know, and starts talking by himself. He talks with a very slow volume but pretty much enthusiastic. It seems that he’s making conversation with his partner (who’s off course nowhere to be seen)
Then he starts running here and there, showing kungfu style. It was a really funny and valuable view. And there he was, in front of everybody, but didn’t at all care that people will think it’s something uncomon and weird, and that people will laught at him. He just there, having fun, busy with his own exciting world.
He doesn’t care about what’s the common rules, the common ethics, the common values. Maybe because they just don’t suit his great imagination.
What I have in mind was,, how beautiful it is to be just as innocence as children. Then my mom said, that she once heard this saying that if adults could be just as innocence as children then the world will be a peace place to live.
And maybe it’s right. Because maybe when we try to be innocence, to be pure, to stay fresh, and try to think the world in our perspective. Without having all “common” framework of thinking that has been set for years and years. Then we would have the courage to do something out of the ordinary and eventualy make a great big change to the world. And that’s the beauty of staying innocence :)
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Waiting for the call...
Everyday,,, every time,,, I always have this strong believe that I am meant to do something big,,, something beyond “me”,,, taking the step out of the ordinary,,, Seeing life in a bigger perspective, in a complete different angle…
Why? I don’t know… perhaps because I’m surrounded by extra ordinary people in my life,,, people who seeks the secret of life,,, the secret of universe,,, trying to answer the mystery of what’s beyond common knowledge.
I have once read a book (it’s either one of these book “the Celestine prophecy” , “the 10th insight”, and or “the shambala” à they are continuation of each other) they are amazing books really.
Well one part of the book says that there are reasons why we are born in the family we are now. We actually choose them because we wish to develop into someone we are desired to be. With all the family background, the learning, the conflict, all.
My mom is one of the most “aware” and “awake” person in life that I have ever met. I have grown watching, learning, discussing great things with her. She has a very high curiosity about life, and universe. She’s interested in anything about life. Whether you want to discuss it from spiritual side, from science side, from religion side, from anything. She collects books that sometimes you just don’t understand what it’s all about. She just never stops.
So basically she gives me all the influence of being curious. Curious of trying to find “me” in the middle of the universe. The thing is I don’t know if I’m in the right path now. Am I giving enough effort? Am I walking to the right way? Am I starting what I really should start? Or did I missed the call?
Something strong has grown in me,, really,, because people like my Mom, keeps showing their faces in my life. More and more. Each people have different ways to answer their questions, and a total different “faces” with my mom. But basically they are all the same. People who fight to keep their awareness up high. And keeps on awake. Just stay awake. Never fall a sleep. Not again.
Why? I don’t know… perhaps because I’m surrounded by extra ordinary people in my life,,, people who seeks the secret of life,,, the secret of universe,,, trying to answer the mystery of what’s beyond common knowledge.
I have once read a book (it’s either one of these book “the Celestine prophecy” , “the 10th insight”, and or “the shambala” à they are continuation of each other) they are amazing books really.
Well one part of the book says that there are reasons why we are born in the family we are now. We actually choose them because we wish to develop into someone we are desired to be. With all the family background, the learning, the conflict, all.
My mom is one of the most “aware” and “awake” person in life that I have ever met. I have grown watching, learning, discussing great things with her. She has a very high curiosity about life, and universe. She’s interested in anything about life. Whether you want to discuss it from spiritual side, from science side, from religion side, from anything. She collects books that sometimes you just don’t understand what it’s all about. She just never stops.
So basically she gives me all the influence of being curious. Curious of trying to find “me” in the middle of the universe. The thing is I don’t know if I’m in the right path now. Am I giving enough effort? Am I walking to the right way? Am I starting what I really should start? Or did I missed the call?
Something strong has grown in me,, really,, because people like my Mom, keeps showing their faces in my life. More and more. Each people have different ways to answer their questions, and a total different “faces” with my mom. But basically they are all the same. People who fight to keep their awareness up high. And keeps on awake. Just stay awake. Never fall a sleep. Not again.
Everything should have a start...
Hi everybody...
Lets start this by my full name. I'm Kiki Cresenda Hidayat, people simply call me Kiki.
Here I am starting on having a blog. Really not an effort to just following a trend. Just realizing that I actually haven't write for quite sometime. And personaly I feel that it's one of important habit that I need to keep. Because somehow, I think that write gives people the opportunity to reflect what's actually lies within us. It's a powerful way to understand ourselves. And it somehow trigger to think more on life.
And why i choose to write in a blog? Because I found that people are awakening themselves by doing this. And I get the chance to share my learning from life to other people and know what people learn from their own life. So hopefuly this will bring good to everyone :)
Cheers,
Kiki
Lets start this by my full name. I'm Kiki Cresenda Hidayat, people simply call me Kiki.
Here I am starting on having a blog. Really not an effort to just following a trend. Just realizing that I actually haven't write for quite sometime. And personaly I feel that it's one of important habit that I need to keep. Because somehow, I think that write gives people the opportunity to reflect what's actually lies within us. It's a powerful way to understand ourselves. And it somehow trigger to think more on life.
And why i choose to write in a blog? Because I found that people are awakening themselves by doing this. And I get the chance to share my learning from life to other people and know what people learn from their own life. So hopefuly this will bring good to everyone :)
Cheers,
Kiki
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